Carrie Underwood Gets Candid After Suffering 3 Miscarriages: 'Of Course You Wonder if It's You'

Carrie Underwood is opening up about her private pain.

The 36-year-old country superstar spoke about suffering three heartbreaking miscarriages with husband Mike Fisher in a story for People, out Friday (June 21).

“Of course you wonder if it’s you, what am I doing wrong, or what have I done wrong. I remember having conversations with Mike trying to make sense of it all,” she admitted after enduring three miscarriages in two years.

“I’ve always wanted to be a good daughter to my parents but also to God and not complain, because we are beyond blessed. I get to do what I love, I have an incredible family. I have Mike, I have Isaiah, I have great parents. I have all of these amazing people around me, and I don’t want to complain, ever,” she added.

“But the miscarriages made me get real with God and say, ‘Okay, I’m kind of giving up a little bit. If this isn’t meant to happen, then I need to accept that and know that someday I’ll understand why.’”

Eventually, she did become pregnant again.

“We heard that everything was okay and I was pregnant with Jacob. He’s just this perfect little bundle of a smiley guy.”

For more from Carrie, head to People.com.